Sunday, September 25, 2011
Renal failure sucks.
It's Saturday september 24th, no wait it's actually the 25th now cause it's around 4am. These days it really makes no difference if I have what would be called "normal" sleep patterns. When I wrecked my leg bowling last year it ruined those. It also threw a wrench into what was already a life of ALOT of ups and downs. We'll get to the drama of the leg later. This blog is gonna be about my trials and, I wanna say tribulations, about living with kidney disease but, fuck that word. My life is trials. No tribulations. So fuck them. I'm just gonna take a moment to exPlain that in this blog my grammar will be good/shoddy. Depending on how I feel. Same goes for spelling and the use of foul language. If this offends you, fuck off. Go read the fucking daily news. I couldnt give a fuck. I'm not saying I'm gonna sit here and Press people's buttons and try and offend them. Not at all. The fact is that alot of my life and the way I'll be explaining things in it isn't pretty and alot of it fucking sucks ass. That combined with how irritated I can get because of the amount if toxic shit in my blood at any given time makes for some x rated reading.
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This ended by accident cause m new at this shit. Will cOntinue ASAP. I'm sure it'll be up somewhere.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for sharing your journey! I cant wait to read more!
ReplyDeleteMy BFF is going thru renal failure. And so after reading a message she sent me, it put me into a tail spin. I googled "renal failure sucks" and got your blog which I posted on my facebook after I read your entry. It seems to reflect the crap she's going thru right now and it scares the shit out of me. I only wish she could be more vocal about it and put on her boxing gloves. She's tired. And she's sad and pissed and wants a normality that I can't give her. I think she needs to connect with other people going thru this shit. I can empathize with what she's losing,as her BFF I'm losing a few precious things too becuz of this terrible disease, but can't feel or experience her day to day, nor do I want to. Thanks for being honest in your blog. You took a part of what I was feeling and screamed it out at me. I hope you have the strength to continue this blog on this physical and emotional roller coaster that is kidney failure.
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